wnovemberangelw
It's my way, or the highway. . .
You are Where it Takes You
I wonder how many years it's been since I was able to live.
It seems like I've lived in a world where bullshit surrounded me from every angle, all because a few people couldn't see the light. I wonder if I can change to see the light, so I can help others be that way too.
I used to live in a world completely dominated by running, by beating everyone and gaining honor through victory. It seems that I've never had any honor, because honor does not come from the useless defeat of others in some high school sport. It comes from understanding yourself from within, and doing what is right.
Somehow I feel I am separated from the person I used to be on so many levels. I've always felt so confused, and so different from everyone else. Somehow I've always been noticed, I've always stood out. For some odd reason, I'm "different." I'm learning to accept that difference. Maybe I can help the world.
Maybe all of my pain and failures weren't really failures at all. Maybe God gave those experiences to me to show me how strong and able minded I am to pull through. I don't really know why I've done anything that I've done, but it could be all for a greater purpose.
I've always felt as though God put me on this earth to do something..I've never been sure. Maybe it's to become a great runner, or stop people from being hurt like I, and so many countless have been injured. I don't know. Either way, I'm going to find out. And there's just no turning back from here.
It seems like I've lived in a world where bullshit surrounded me from every angle, all because a few people couldn't see the light. I wonder if I can change to see the light, so I can help others be that way too.
I used to live in a world completely dominated by running, by beating everyone and gaining honor through victory. It seems that I've never had any honor, because honor does not come from the useless defeat of others in some high school sport. It comes from understanding yourself from within, and doing what is right.
Somehow I feel I am separated from the person I used to be on so many levels. I've always felt so confused, and so different from everyone else. Somehow I've always been noticed, I've always stood out. For some odd reason, I'm "different." I'm learning to accept that difference. Maybe I can help the world.
Maybe all of my pain and failures weren't really failures at all. Maybe God gave those experiences to me to show me how strong and able minded I am to pull through. I don't really know why I've done anything that I've done, but it could be all for a greater purpose.
I've always felt as though God put me on this earth to do something..I've never been sure. Maybe it's to become a great runner, or stop people from being hurt like I, and so many countless have been injured. I don't know. Either way, I'm going to find out. And there's just no turning back from here.
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